The Other I drove to the new orleans airport (with the assistants of Tori and Izzy) to pick up one of our loyola classmates named Rahim. He`s here from Mexico and is here for 4 years apparently for school. Izzy and I have met him before when he was here for his audition for music. Unfortunately Tori never met him until this day and It was kinda a bad time also because he was all tired and stuff from his flight :(
So today, i`ll say about 4 hours ago I downloaded 600mb worth of electronic/metal type music that I was tottaly diggining. So artist include:
- Brokencyde
- The Devil Wears Prada
- A Day to Remember
- A Static Lullaby
- Breathe Caroline
- The Cab
SO.. i know i`m a little late in posting this but i just had to write it now...
If i didn`t say it already, I`m attending Loyola next fall for music industtry studies... And i and I`m really excited.
I Know Imma Regret This...
Okay Okay,
Today is gonna be a LONG day. Its 6:00am, and I seem as if I can't go to sleep. You would think when you have an headache you'll go to sleep faster. Not the case here. I was supposed to wake up at 10 to go by one of my best-friends (who was joinging my a while ago in my insomnia) house to go pay dues for student council, but i might as well stay awake. I hate being teased with a little sample of what could have been my ass sleeping in all day.
I know it's been a while since i've posted anything (3 months to be exact), but thats only because I've been in Rome!. Ok, Maybe I wasn't serious about the Rome thing but I wish I Was Dammit! But No, My Life has been a little confusing and chaotic so I haven't really found the time to post anything online but I have been writing in my journal at home so I might post a few of those thoughts from there to here. But until then, Visit my page more often cause I am official back. Hopefully for good.
Lately, I've been having some issues with the way my friend jordan delivers himself. I'm starting to realize, well I've been noticed but its recently started to take a toll on me, that jordan a bitch. He really doesn't care that much about anyone but himself, he rude, and he very materialistic. I hate that. The other day I was talking to him about how i really want to go to Africa and visit/help the distressed villages there because in my heart I really care for them. It depresses me what they go through and what not, but anyway. I was telling him that, and he had the nerve to tell me, "why would you wanna go there. I would never go, I wouldn't want to catch no disease. And way would I go and watch people that have less than me." Do ya'll have any idea how much that hurt me, just to see how much he cares about the world. I think think at that moment I saw the true jordan. The rude, obnoxious person he is, and I really don't want anyone like that around me. It bring about to much negativity. Most of the things he do and say and just for attention and he doesn't realize that when he brings that attention on him someone else behind gets hurt, and sometimes that's me. I don't tell him anything because no matter what hes going to be jordan and think whaat he think and do what he do. Just come up with stupid reasons for why. "Because that's my friend and I could do that" . I hate that about him. I really really hate it. Its almost as if he doesn't know when to stop... but once again. I don't know. Maybe I'm just maturing over that. Maybe Im just maturing to the point where I'm finally realizing what goes around the outside world. I feel as if I am. I feel different.
What quality in your best friend are you most envious of and why?
I think it would have to be her personality, not the ignorant one she has sometimes, but the fun, loving, goofy, easy to get along with. I guess I have some/most of those things because we are best-friends, practically twins.(we share the same bladder), But i guess I just notice it when its on someone else.
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